Cordelia Chase (cordiechase) wrote in taintedsprings,
Cordelia Chase

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I can not even begin to tell you how excited I am about seeing Angel. The fact that Giles is taking me to him, despite his beliefs that I'm not Cordy, is pretty shocking.

When I talk to him, I can finally explain why and how I'm back. God, this was really making me nervous. I haven't seen him in awhile. What if he doesn't feel the same way, anyway. I could have faded away in his memory. I'd kick his ass, if I did.

Giles wasn't talking very much. It bothered me.

"So, where exactly are we going?" We were walking towards a hotel. He was staying here?

At this point, I didn't care. I'm glad I was back. Back for good, this time. I definitely need to do some major shopping. I can't wear this sorry outfit, again.

I sighed, heavily.

Calm down, Cordy. It's okay. I should not be this nervous about seeing Angel. This was all wrong. I can't act like this. I need to get it together. Okay. I can do this. It won't be bad. It'll be perfect.

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"we are going to where Angel is for the moment. Be warned, the moment he confirms my suspicions, you will not find him again."

I said firmly. I wasn't going to allow this woman, whoever she was, that was impersonating Cordelia to harm the mission, or Angel, no matter how much I may have disliked him.
I got up and paced as I waited for Giles. Why was he taking so long? Had something happened to him? Of course not, the evil doesn't even know we're here yet. Stop being paranoid.

Still, I've been waiting and I HATE to wait. I hate to wait more than I hate cellphones and other technology I can't get a handle on. Waiting is the absolute worst.

Then I hear something, sounds like Giles, FINALLY! I rush to the door, throwing it open.

"Giles, what took you so l--" I'm cut off because of who I see standing there with Giles. It's impossible. Pain that I haven't felt in two years washes over me as the fangs come out.

"Who are you?" I demand as I get a whiff of that...thing...but it smells like...I'm so confused. But it can't be, it's impossible, I know that for a fact...

Angel had me up against the wall. "Angel. I-It's me. Cordelia. Please you gotta believe it's me!", I said with tears welling up in my eyes.

How could he not know it was me? Of all people, I think a vampire could scent a person and tell it was the person. Is the that much of a dumbass? Well, I have been dead and now I'm back. Maybe, that's freaking him out, a little?

"Look, Angel. I know you probably don't believe me, like Mr. Uptight over there, but I don't know what else I can do, to prove to you that I'm me." I sighed, heavily.
I sniffed her again. It smells like Cordelia, even sounds like Cordelia. There's not many people who can talk like her. I feel emotions welling up. The fangs fall away.

"I don't understand. You died. I got the goodbye kiss and then the phone call. Now you're alive again? You can't keep doing this to me." I should be happy, but I'm not. Do I want her alive, of course. But it's like a yo-yo thing with her. It's like she can't decide if she wants to be dead or alive or at least the PTB's can't decide.

"Why are you here? Not that I don't want you sure you're you? Cordelia Chase?" My suspicions had mostly fallen away, but still, I was having a hard time believing this. Anyone would in my position.

I watched the two as they spoke. He seemed to believe that this woman that stood before us was infact Cordelia Chase. I suppose I could relax with this knowledge, but I couldn't bring myself to do that until I had ultimate proof that she was not a minion of evil.

"Not to sound uptight as this....woman has stated that I am, I just know that we are on a mission and if we find ourselves deterred by a force of evil before we even get moved in...." I stopped myself before I went overboard, I just had to bring the focus back to the big picture.
I sighed, heavily. "I always fall for the dumb ones." I rolled my eyes. "Angel it's me!"

I pushed him away and folded my arms across my chest. I decide to ignore Gile's comment and glared at him.

"They sent me back to help. Except this time, I'm back for good. I'm your link to the Powers and I'm their link to the real world. I can travel back and forth." It was hard to explain and I wasn't sure if they would understand. I hope Angel would understand. He does have a thick head.

"Anyway, I'm like a liason of sorts. Whatever is going on in this place is not good. We have to find out what's going on. I don't have a good feeling." I looked at both Angel and Giles. If they didn't believe me now, I wouldn't know what to say. I was a little hurt that Angel felt it wasn't me.

"Now, if neither of you have any further questions, I say we get cracking."
"Yes because the last liason that Angel had was so productive to the cause of good." I scoffed. I couldn't believe I just said that, but I was annoyed.

"You might possibly provide proof of this?" Pardon my skeptical nature, but many years on a hellmouth will do that to you.
"Hey!" I said to Giles. I guess I am believing it's Cordelia. "No comparing Cordelia to Eve or Hamilton. That is out of line. Cordelia is here and she will help us." I said, looking to Cordelia as I got the last part out.

"I'm sorry, so sorry, Cordelia. I were just gone, said you wouldn't be here to see...I'm sorry. It's just a big shock, that's all. But I believe it's you."

I wanted to take her into my arms and kiss her again, but I'm sure Giles wouldn't like that, and like Cordelia said, we needed to get cracking. I was all for that.
I looked at Angel with sympathetic eyes. As much as I wanted to get down to business, I wanted him to kiss me, again. I wanted to feel him in my arms, again. I knew I had to back off at least for a day or two. Giles being here, didn't help matters. He still had doubts that it was me, but all that mattered right now, was that Angel believed me. His feelings were the only feelings that concerned me at the moment. No offense on Giles, but he wasn't around for a significant part of my life, like Angel and the gang, were. God, what would they think? Would they believe that I'm the real me, too?

There was so much going on in my head. Too much. The overwhelming feeling of how everyone else will treat me, started to settle in the pit of my stomach.

I didn't understand why the Powers took me away, only to send me back. This would have been so much less complicated, if they would have just let me stay, after helping Angel back on his path and his mission. If that would have happened, I wouldn't be standing here right now, feeling like an illegal alien, of sorts.

Angel apologized. I could see it in his eyes. He really believed me. Relief filled my heart. "It's okay, Angel. You didn't know. I don't blame, you. All that matters now, is that you believe me. I'm glad you do, bubba. Otherwise, I'd have to kick your dorkula ass all over the place, until you believed me." I smiled, brightly and winked at him. You've still got is, Chase.

"Now, back on topic." I would love to sit here and catch up with Angel, but that would need to wait until, later. "We need to get everyone out there on patrol, tonight. Something big is going on, here. We need to find out, anything we can. If we have to ask locals, police, anyone." I didn't mean to give out orders, but this was serious, and if I didn't know any better, I can tell Giles knew what I was talking about. I think he might agree on having groups patrol tonight. "Do you guys know any information, that could be useful. Did you find out anything, yet?"
"Bloody hell woman!" I said rather bluntly. "If you know so much, wouldn't you therefore know that we just arrived, we are just moving into the homes today, so do tell me when we were to have had a chance to patrol or find anything out yet?"

I was annoyed, but it didn't match the annoyance in Angel's eyes. "Sorry" I said softly. "Why don't we get to the homes and then work from there." I added as I pointed to the door.
"Giles, calm down." I said as I glared at him. I then looked back at Cordelia.

"He is right, though, we just got here. We might need a few days unless there's something you're not telling us going about that's going down tonight."

That concerns me because we weren't really together on anything just yet, and if something was going to happen tonight, we were going to be a bit unprepared. I don't like being unprepared.
"I think we should get to the house, work from there." I said in a worried tone. "Xander alone with Spike and Illyria worries me." I said knowing that Xander had a tendency to annoy people.